Nothing Sensible

I was still trying to figure things out...

It really makes me laugh until now.

Maybe my imagination runs wild, or even wilder as time goes by,..

hehehe,.,

CHILLIN'

Recapped

Well, well… it’s new year and its 2009 already! What else can I say? Whew! Luckily, 2008 for me went well although of course some unnecessary circumstances are really unavoidable. So, I just wanna start things right this year. But before that I wanna have some sort of recapped of all the things that happened to me last year. Hmmm, I wish I can still recall everything.,.As in everything…hehehe…

January

Hmm, the very first month,.. Still jobless by that time. Nothing significant happened except for my grandma’s first year death anniversary. So, there’s some sort of family get together.

February

The love month… I think I was in Manila that time. I just got home on Valentines Day. Hmm, this is the month when I met monster, hehehe. It all started in a friendster message, exchange of digits, a simple chats and so on.

March

My grandfather died at the 10th of this month. It was quite a surprising one for all of us because it was least expected for him to be on that situation. We all thought that he will have a long life but then he passed away. Hmm, I guess nobody really knows what’s gonna be for all of us. Another even was my brother’s graduation. He’s done with the elementary life and yet there’s a long way ahead for him. Summer is beginning to make its way. What else for march? I think that’s all. That month is more of family events.

April

The heat is on and so the pressure to me. I’m taking off all the unnecessary things that might intrude my review. Gee! I was never really serious at it. Imagine, only a month left but still not yet done with all the review materials. Life is a gamble, and I’m on to take the risk. Yikes!

May

Kinda busy month. I spent most of my time in Manila. Had my exams on the first week. That was a curse! Took time to see Em. We went to Batangas to visit my father’s grave. It was his death anniversary on the 9th. I knew it was so silly of me to take Em there, but well, he should know my father even if he’s already dead. My birthday was on the third week of May. It was the loneliest birthday ever. Ofcourse, just like the other birthdays I had, it was raining… raining very hard as if the sky is showing it sympathy in me. I was very depressed at that very moment. I feel all alone and very much unfortunate with the kind of life that I took. Loser, failure…what else to describe my life.

June

Just like what they say, after every rain, a rainbow appears. I was hired as a researcher-writer in the mid of this month. I was kinda unaware of the job at first. And I have to take a lot of adjustments in the whole environment that I am into. I know I have a little passion about writing, ofcourse as a hobby but never imagine making it as a source of my income. I decided to take a step and began a journey wherein I was so unfamiliar with. Again, I gamble for the second time and I hope it’ll works.

July

Kinda enjoying my life… I’m done with the adjustments finally. Spending my time in Manila most of time because of work then going back home when its weekend. July was a pleasant month indeed for me. On the otherhand, my friend’s father died. She and her husband went back to the Philippines and we ( my college friends ) had a semi reunion at their home. Sadly, we were reunited at her father’s wake.

August

When August comes, nothing comes to mind except for my grandma’s birthday. And though she wasn’t with us anymore, we still celebrated her birthday. It was her 76th birthday, and we really missed her so much. One of my dear friend went to Dubai for work. Looks like everybody is leaving.

September

Just like the month of May or even worst. September really drives me nuts. Tragic month. Jobless again… Crap! Then I’ve learned something that wasn’t that good to know and it is something that I need to bear. It’s a roller coaster hell of ride! Sigh… Problems keep on coming my way. I was bothered and worried but at the same time there is someone who caught my attention and somehow keeps a smile on my face. All I did was to keep my faith and hope that everything will be fine again. So, I started everything again from scratch. My plans were all lined up. I’ll just crossed my fingers that everything will run out smoothly.

October

I am faced with a lot of changes. A new job again… a lot more better than the previous one that I had. October is the month of new beginnings for me. I’m a lot more focused on my career this time and I have to be serious with it. Finally, I think I found where I should belong. But of course, everything is not perfectly ok. Though I am doing well with my work, still missing something with my life. My relationship with Em won’t work out anymore. It was his birthday last 5th but I just texted him to send my greetings. What bothers me is my monster. Our communications were getting less. And things begin getting cold. Been planning to go to SG before the year ends, a peer invited me so. Well, it depends on the flow…

November

Still became busy with my work. It’s tiring yet no need to complain this time. I’m still caught with the movie Twilight. Hmm,..do I need to say more a bout this month.


December

A busy month. Yuletide Season… no doubt! My work all piled up, shopping a lot of stuffs, partying almost all night… Exhausting…yet fun. The weather suits my mood very well. It’s very cold. Well, because of the holidays, there’s also a lot of get togethers with friends and families. Luckily, I think I’ve ended my 2008 very good.