For Sale

Yesterday, I found out that the house that we built is now FOR SALE..... sigh... The owner ( and his family ) had so many issues even before the house is planned. And to settle those issues and as well as to avoid more complications. He decided to sell the house.




I can't deny that I am not affected of what had happened. I stayed for couple of months with them and treated me part of their family thought we've just met because of this particular project. This is also my very first project. ( I mentioned it a couple of times ) That's how proud I am with this. I have done a lot of sacrifices. Too bad, the particular recipient wouldn't be able to live their anymore. We've designed that house for the ill father of the family. But then he died just after we've finished it. Because of that, they are not anymore comfortable to move to the new house. Just like the normal thingy, when the head of the family dies,.. conflicts are inevitable among the family members who are left and especially in this case money is somehow involved. I hope the feud will come to an end soon.




And hope that my next project ( next year ) wouldn't be as tragic as this one.

Bogart Died...

Bogart is my pet fish... He died for unknown reason. It's quite hard to deal with fishes rather than dogs or cats because of their subtleness. I took an empty chocolate box and place him on it. Then buried him on the vacant lot adjacent our house.

I will surely miss Bogart. He's with us for almost two years and now we're only left with one goldfish... Yogart...



Note: This was a late post. Bogart died December 3, 2009

Block 1, Lot 8

From this...

To this...

Hehehe...Medyo malayo yung outcome from the plan. Pero, proud lang ako dito kasi unang project ko yang house na yan. Bungalow with Attic Residence... Marami rin akong natutunan in two months time. First time kung maghandle ng ganitong project. First time kong mag-site. Masyado akong maraming na-experience na first time dito. Marami rin akong nakilalang iba't ibang klase ng tao. Masaya at mahirap. Sa tingin ko, palagi naman yung magkasama e. Pero ang importante sa lahat ay kung paano mo nagawang i-handle ang bawat sitwasyon na dumarating sa buhay mo sa di sinasadyang pagkakataon.

Next Project... Pasig...

Farm Cafe

Since I am currently in a relax mood this month ( surely next year is TOXIC ). I've been spending most of my time in front of the computer as I upgrade this cyber life of mine. Gee! I think I get too addict to this FARMVILLE and CAFE WORLD thingy in facebook. Being busy and wasted for quite sometime due to piles of paper works and as well as being in the fieldwork everyday, I really never had a chance to commit myself in this games since this weekend. A lot of friends have been bugging me about my rejections on most of their request and invitations for me to join such. But then, I really had no time.

So, last sunday... I decided to give it a try. Today is my 4th day and I seem get to be addicted to it especially in Cafe World because I made a lot of mistakes in making those dishes and customizing my Cafe. I've waste a lot of money. ( I'm such an IDIOT ) Well, I am a beginner though... Sigh...

Rightnow, I am currently hooked up with this two games but I've realized that both teaches me great lessons in life. First, you should have PATIENCE. Honestly, I really don't have one. In order make a good harvest and cook great food. It really takes quite sometime. Second, you need to WORK HARD. Ofcourse! Nobody did it overnight. You need to strive hard if you really want to pursue something in your life. And third, be GIVING... don't be selfish. Share the things you have. Anything whether it is simple stuffs only. They don't need to be extravagant or too posh. The thought that you've shared something that comes from the heart is really priceless.

See... even if I'm gaming I can still come up with such good ideas in my mind. HEHEHE...

My mind should be busy for the presentation of the design proposal tomorrow
but yet I always caught myself thinking of nonsense things,.. Come on! I'm just
not really in the mood for work today. And it sucks... Someday cheer me up...
Anybody ?!?

I Heart Copenhagen... I Heart Denmark...

Royal Guard

Little Mermaid

Habang ini-enjoy ang aking mahaba-habang bakasyon. Sa wakas naman ay nagkameron ako ng time na manuod ng TV. hehehehe... Nanuod ako ng past episodes ng Oprah. October episode pa ata nya yung about sa Happiest People in the World ( grabe sobrang late na nung napanuod ko no? ) Pero habang pinapanuod ko yung episode na yun, nadagdagan na naman ang aking BUCKET LIST. Unti-unting nabuo sa isip ko na sana minsan ay makarating ako sa Denmark, doon sa city ng Copenhagen which is ther capital.

Wow! As in wow! Na-amaze naman ako sa mga Danes. Para kasing napakasimple ng pamumuhay nila. Isa pa, yung way of thinking nila ay iba din. Positive, practical at modernize na sila pero pinapahalagahan pa rin nila ang values at culture. Galing talaga,. napahanga naman talaga ako don. Hindi ako magtataka kung bakit sinasabing ang Denmark ang Happiest Place on Earth. Grabe talaga! Sobrang gustoko nang magpunta sa Denmark at doon na lang tumira. Pasensya na kung pinapakita ko na wala akong pagpapahalaga at pagmamahal sa bansa natin pero kasi, sa sitwasyon ng Pilipinas ngayon ano pa ba ang naghihintay para sa atin?

Sana talaga makapunta ako sa Denmark. Dati ang France, Spain at Italy ang mga european countries na nangunguna sa listhan ko, pero ngayon Denmark na. I heart Denmark. One day, I'll be there... Hay...

photos courtesy of flickr.com

Busy pa din

Finally... nagkameron din ng rest day. Hays... sarap... Yun nga lang hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit kapag wala akong pasok e automatic pa ring namulat ang mata ko sa umaga around 5am. F*ck! kainis! Samantalang kapag may pasok naman ako e halos nakapagkit na ang likuran ko sa kama. Anyway,.. kahit naman ilang days akong pahinga ngayon,. sobrang busy naman dito sa bahay kasi malapit ng umuwi ang aking kapatir. hehehe... Kaya naman to the highest level pa rin ang pag aayos ng bahay. Lalo na ko kasi magpapalit kami ng kwarto. Grabe naman sa dami ng kailangang ligpitin. Crap! Sana lang matapos ko yung lahat bago sya dumating at bago ako magtrabaho uli.

Pusang Siomai

Kawawa naman si Ming, bakit nagkaganito kaya ang pussy na 'to? hmmm... Wish ko lang meron mag ampon sa kanya na isang taong may mabuting kalooban. At syempre.. hindi ako yon! Wala pa talaga akong sapat na kakayanan para mag ampon ng mga ligaw na pusa o aso o kung ano pa man na mga hayop. Pero may plan talaga ako na gawin yon,. minsan napag usapan na namin yn ni Viel. Well, sana magawa naman para mabawasan na ang mga kawawang hayop tulad nila.

Sorry Lang Entry

Hindi na ako masyadong nakakapag-blog. Ito ay dahil sa.. hmm... maraming dahilan. Una, dahil na sa trabaho. Obviously, sa ibang bahay ako nag-sstay ngayon kaya hindi ako nakakapag internet. Actually may access naman ako sa net don kaya lang pag-uwi ko kasi sobrang pagod na ako at feeling ko hindi na rin ako makagawa ng iba pang bagay.

Sobrang init lang kasi talaga sa site at pakiramdam ko e natutunaw ako sa ilalim ng sikat ng araw. Kasabay rin noon ang pagkaubos ng aking energy. Mga more or less 30 minutes ang travel time ko mula dun sa bahay na tinutuluyan ko at sa site. Tapos, maglalakad ako ng mga 5minutes papasok dun sa village. Ganon ang sistema everyday except na lang kung wednesday dahil umuuwi ako sa amin at kapag weekend.

At dahil nga nakikitira lang ako, hindi ganon ka-comfortable dun sa bahay. Kaya nga " There's no place like home". Although, I was blessed enough because I was treated very nice by the chinese family that I'm with pero syempre iba pa rin sa bahay mo talaga. Pag uwi ko sasalubong na sa akin yung bunsong anak nila si Moimoi, (in chinese kasi moimoi means small) so literally she's the smallest and bunso. Pero halos pareho kami ng real name. Yung sinundan nya si Ella, mabait din sya sa akin. Silang dalawa palaging nandon sa room ko every night at nakikipagkwentuhan kahit na minsan ay hindi ko na maintindihan ang mga kwento at laro nila dahil liyong liyo na ako sa antok. Mababait naman sila ng mga bata kahit na medyo may kakulitan atleast hindi maldita.

Kapag naman weekend, normally gabi na rin ako umuuwi. Kain lang nang dinner ayusin ang gamit, shower tapos tulog na. Bihira na ko makapagcheck ng email, mag-log sa facebook or friendster. Ka-chat ko lang ang kapatid or tito then wala na. Ngayon ko na lang nabisita si Blogspot at nakapag gawa ng entry. Sorry...

Ang dami dami na ngang nangyari e. Dami ko na dapat entry. Kaya lang tamad pa ako at walang time. hehe... maybe next week mailinya ko na nang maayos ang mga dapat kong gawin at sana hindi ako masyadong drain sa work para makagawa naman ng ibang bagay. Hmm, lapit na haloween..... Trick or treats...

The Misadventures of N.E.D. & ELi

Romantic ELi

N.E.D. scribbling...

ESKAPO

WAcky shot of ELi

BAD N.E.D.

Amazing Twins

Bangungot

Kagabi akala ko mamamatay na ko. Sobra! As in sobra talaga yung experience na yun. Life and death situation para sa akin. Sabi ng nanay ko, bangungot daw ang tawag dun. Kaya naman ngayon ni-research ko pa kung ano ba talaga ang causes at effects ng bangungot. Anak ng tokwa! Napakaweird ng feeling nun.

Mga past 12 na nang madaling araw yun. Sobran antok na talaga ako kaya hindi ko na rin nagawang tapusin pa yung drawing ko. Nahihilo na ko sa antok. Kahit pilitin ko, parang may hangin na ang ulo ko at hindi ko na rin maintindihan ang mga pinaggagagawa ko. Nagdecide na lang ako na matulog dahil feeling ko naman e hindi na rin ako productive at that time.

Paghiga ko sa kama, siguro mga ilang minutes lang tulog na agad. Bagsak na talaga ako. Wala na kong energy since may 1 week na ata akong nagpupuyat para sa project na 'to. Ang alam ko, tulog na ko. Pero gumagana pa rin ang isip ko. Hanggang sa naramdaman kong parang may mabigat sa katawan ko at hindi ako makagalaw. Nakamulat ako, pero kahit anung pilit kong gawin na igalaw ang katawan ko e hindi ko magawa. Pilit sinasabi ng isip ko na gumising ako. Ewan ko, ang weird talaga. Hindi kaya humiwalay ang kaluluwa ko sa katawan? Nakikita ko kasi ang sarili ko na pilit gumagalaw pero hindi naman nagalaw. Naririnig ko rin ang sarili kong nagsasalita pero hindi bumubuka ang bibig ko. Ang labo talaga. Hanggang sa bigal akong nagising. Nagulat ako kasi ang pwesto ko nun e ganun pa rin katulad nung kung pano ako unang nahiga. Walang kagalaw galaw. Hindi pa ako, nakakumot. Ibig sabihin, nakatulog lang talaga ako agad nun, dahil yung kumot ko ay nasa ilalim pa din ng unan ko. Ibig sabihin kahihiga ko palang nun at hindi ko pa nakukuha ang kumot ko. Medyo naweirduhan na ko. Pero dahil nga antok at pagod. Natulog ako ule.

Shit! Naulit pa. At mas matindi. This time, hindi na ako makamulat. Hindi na makagalaw at hindi na makamulat. Ganun ule ang scene, naririnig ko ule ang sarili ko na sinasabing mumulat ako. Ang di ko maintindihan e kung bakit alam ko ang nangyayari sa akin na para bang gising ako at alam kong binabangungot ako at kailangan kong bumangon at magising. Buhay na buhay ang isip ko. Pilit syang lumalaban. Sinasabi pa nya ang mga dapat sabihin. Pati ang dapat na sumigaw ako para marinig ako ng nanay ko at gisingin nya ako dahil binabangungot na ako. Yung katawan ko naman na binabangungot nga ay pilit namang humihiyaw pero walang boses na lumalabas. Dahil para nga akong paralisado, kahit ang bibig ko ay hindi ko maibuka upang humingi ng tulong. Hindi ko rin maimulat ang mga mata ko para magising ako.

Patuloy naman ang utak ko sa pagsasabi ng mga dapat kong gawin. Ramdam ko rin ang pagka-panic ng isip ko, dahil parang hindi ko na talaga maimulat ang mata ko, at hindi rin ako maririnig ng nanay ko dahil kahit inisip kong sumigaw e wala naman talagang sigaw na nangyayari. Akala ko hindi na ako magigising. Pero, hindi ko rin alam kung panong namulat ko ang mga mata ko. Nagising ako. Gising na ko pero takot na takot ako sa nangyari.

Minsan nakakalito kung ano ang totoo sa panaginip. Kung alin ang kasalukuyan at ang mga mangyayari pa lang. Hinding hindi ko makakalimutan yung nangayaring iyon kagabi. Pano kung hindi ko na talaga naimulat ang mga mata ko. Patay na ko. Shit! Patay na ko. Maarin ding namatay na ako kagabi. Medyo mahirap kasing ipaliwanag at magulo kung titungnan pero, ganun ang nangyari.

Masyadong makapangyarihan ang isip. Napakalinaw ng mga salitang paulit ulit na sinasabi nito sa aking katawan na gumising ako. Ang di ko rin maintindihan ay kung bakit habang nangyayari yun, alam ko ding binabangungot ako.

Hindi naman ito ang unang beses na nangyari sa akin 'to. Tanda ko nangyari na rin 'to sa akin dati. Pero eto kasi mas weird at nakakatakot. Isa pa dalawang beses pang nangyari, halos magkasunod lang. At isa pa, sa pagkakataong ito. Gising na gising ang utak ko.

Kung natuluyang hindi na ako nagising kagabi. Ayos lang din, hindi naman ako natatakot mamamatay dahil lahat naman tayo ay papunta don, una una lang. Kaya lang ang inisip ko e, yung mga maiiwan ko. Hind ko pa naayos ang lahat e. Ang pamilya ko, ang nanay ko. Tapos, may maiiwan pa akong trabaho. Doon ako nababahala. Sa mga maiiwan kong mga trabahong hindi tapos.

Ngayon, gabi na naman. Medyo, antok na ule ako. Medyo, kinakabahan din at baka maulet ule. Sabi ng nanay ko, sobrang stress na daw ako. Kaya kahit tulog e nag iisip. Sabi din nya, baka daw hindi ako nagdadasal. Aminado ako na kapag sobrang pagod ko kasi, paghiga ko sa kama, tulog agad kaya minsan hindi na ako nakakapagdasal. Sign of the cross na lang ang nagagawa ko, tapos wala na.

Hay... mahiwaga talaga ang buhay ng tao. Malawak din ang kaisipan nito. Kung sakaling natuluyan ako kagabi, asan kaya ako ngayon? Hay...

Buhay nga naman

Still in Binan, Laguna... Sana bukas matapos na talaga yung building permit na 'yon. Nauubos na ang energy ko sa pag aasikaso. Hindi naman sya mahirap ayusin kaya langsobrang init lang talaga at sobrang nauubos ang lakas ko sa init. Hay... Kanina pa... super bad trip! Akalain mo ba namang mag brown out sa City Hall?!?!? WTF?!? Grabe di ba?!?! Pano ko naman matatapos yung inaayos ko. At syempre parang impyerno lalo sa init. Goshhhhhhhhhhh... Ayon tuloy, babalik na naman ako bukas. sigh....



4pm na wala paring kuryente. Syempre, dahil government office yon, kahit naman magkakuryente pa e tatamadin na rin naman magtrabaho yung mga empleyado dun. Marami na nga rin ang nag uwian. So, nagdecide na rin akong umuwi pero kumain muna ako. As usual... sa JABI na naman. Yung lang ang pinakamalapit at pinakasafe kong pedeng kainan. Medyo nauumay na nga rin ako sa mukha ni Jollibee. Nyay!!!




Habang ine-enjoy ko ang aking Tuna Pie at Rocky Road Sundae... May kamalabit sa balikat ko. Isang ale na may dalang baby. Sabi nya, kung pede daw makahingi ng 12 pesos kasi kulang lang daw ang pamasahe nya. Hindi daw dumating ang kapatid nya. Medyo nagulat lang ako sa sinabi nya. Kaya ang nasagot ko lang e "ano po?" Tapos yun, inulit nya. Ako naman kumuha agad sa bag ng pera, sakto yung 20 pesos na medyo na sa unahan kaya kinuha ko at binigay sa kanya. Sabi ko, "eto po, ingat po kayo." Sagot nung ale, "di bale, doble ang balik nyan sayo". At nagpasalamat naman sya. Isinasara ko palang uli yung bag ko, pagtalikod ko wala na yung ale. Tinanaw ko naman sa labas pero hindi ko matandaan na kung anu nga ba ichura nya. Marami kasi tao sa labas. Talagang nashock ako dun.




Sana nakatulong ang 20pesos. Ngayon ko nga lang narealize sana medyo malaki nabigay ko. Mukha namang mabait yung ale. Kawawa naman pati yung anak nya. Kaya lang nabigla ako kasi kanina, initial reaction ko, e ibigay agad yung kailangan nya.

Tapos pag uwi ko. Mas shocking! Akalain mong yung utol kong engot e nawalan ng pera kaya yun wala syang pamasahe pauwi. Nung bumaba lang sya ng bahay humingi ng pera kay mommy. E ang maganda pa nun, walang barya ang nanay ko. hehe... Kaya nagkalkal pa sila sa mga vase at jar na may barya.

Weird talaga ng nangyari. Isipin nyo, ako nagbigay sa isang taong hindi ko kilala ng pera dahil wala syang pamasahe tapos ang kapatid ko e walang pamasahe dahil nawalan ng pera...

Buhay nga naman...

Himala...

Kasalanan bang humingi ako sa langit ng isang HIMALA...

Sana matapos na 'to...
At sana makaya ko...
Nagtuto naman ako kahit papano...

Jollibee and Heat

It was too hot yesterday. I guess the hear was beyond 32 degress centigrade... I was very exhausted making my way to Binan, Laguna. I had to settle some of the documents regarding our project and first time to handle the building permit thingy. Well, it's not that hard naman pala. The people there are quite approachable. I'm all alone by myself and really not familiar with that place anyway. But then, ofcourse, I manage everything in the end. I am getting used to going out alone. Been into places I've never been. It's kinda creepy when you don't know the road that you've been headin to, but in the end it like an accomplishment when you did surpass. I just think of it like I am just solving puzzle or I am a part of a reality show sort of ( amazing raze). I get to know strangers... had a chance to talk to them and somehow learn from them.

From the City Hall, I had lunch and when straight to the site to discuss things with the village manager. ( the village manager is kinda snob...haist!)but later in the she agreed on me and then everything is settled.

Another thing... it good to know that Jollibee is always there to cheer me up. To relieve my hunger. Just like a Rizal monument, this fast food chain is almost everywhere. Not having problems how to fill your tummy while your on the road.

I finished my task just before the sun sets... I was too exhausted by the heat really. I'm wet with sweat... Gee!

Photos courtesy of Flickr.com

Bear with Me...

I'm getting bored...........
But
I still have tons of work to do!
Yikes!

Sigh.....

Already Gone

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die
I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop
I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
so I'm already gone
Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry
Started with a perfect kiss then
we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so,
I love you enough to let you go
I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so
I'm already gone
I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right
when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
so I'm already gone
Already gone, already gone,
already gone
Already gone, already gone,
already gone, yeah


It's good to hear that Kelly Clarkson is doing rock no more this time... It was so heartfelt and Gee! I guess so timely for me...sigh...

Libro-Aklat-Pahina

Habang nag iikot ikot sa bookstore, naaliw lang ako dito. hehe... hindi ko naman planong bilhin ang librong 'to pero nakuha nya attention ko, kaya yun,. Binili ko naman at binasa ko rin agad kahit na busy ako. Buti na lang e sobrang nipis lang nito. Sa panahon ngayon kasi pahirapan talagang magkaroon ako ng oras para mag basa ng libro. Kahit nga yung Kapitan Sino ni Bob Ong hanggang ngayon hindi ko pa nabubuksan. Gusto ko kasi isang upuan lang, hindi yung paputol putol. Anyway, Back to the book, ayun... ok naman sya. Sobrang aliw dahil naalala ko uli yung highschool life ko. Shit! Hahaha. One of the happiest part of my life ang highschool kasi nung mga time na yun e hindi ko pa alam ang salitang "problema" . It's a feel good book... matutuwa ka rin sa mga characters na para bang nakikita mo ang sarili mo. Ganyan ang gusto ko sa mga librong binabasa ko. Admitted akong tamad talaga akong mag basa kahit na mahilig ako sa libro. ( ang labo no?!?!) Pero yun, ganun talaga... Kaya lang kapag nakita ko na ang sarili ko sa isang character, yun... wala nang tayuan yun. hehehe... feeling ko kasi kapag ganun, ako mismo yung nasa istorya. Praning no? hehehe...

Plano kong kumpletuhin ang mga libro ni Haruki Murakami at Paulo Coelho. Ah! Pati na pala si Mitch Albom. Tapos yung kay Eros Atalia. Medyo nahihirapan akong hanapin yung mga una nyang libro. Kumpleto ko na si Bob Ong... haist...Actuallt, mas gusto kong mag focus sa mga local writers. Sa dami ba naman ng magagandang libro, hindi mo alam kung ano uunahin mo. Kaya yun, plan ko lang naman yun. hehehe...Yung unang libro ni Ricky Lee, nakakaloka! hahaha...Maraming magagaling na writers dito sa atin, medyo kulang lang kasi ng suporta. Sa aking pag bobook hunting marami akong nakitang maganda. Next time, bibilhin ko na yun, at next time din sana magkameron ako ng time para basahin sila lahat.

Random Past Activities

Just after beating the dealine, I got sick... And for quite sometime I've been addicted to the scent of eucalyptus... Yeah! The minty scent relieves my breathing and been depending on it a lot. hmmmm...ahhhhh....

Later:

Just finished my new creation...hahaha... This is my new monster, just sewed them with my bare hands so that I will be able to give it as a gift to my eccentric friend. Remember who he is? Hmm,. Nevermind... Actually, it is really not for him, but for NED, so that he'll have someone to be with... you know.. everyone needs a company and so are monsters... LOL! However, rightnow, I'm kinda making some moves to stay away from him. Sigh... I'd tell the reason to this one soon... just not rightnow.

Previous:

Went to visit my next project, somewhere in Cavite... The weather last thursday aint that good, obviously. But, then I had to go there. And somehow I messed up,. hehehe... Crap! Poor Chucks!

Una

This is my very first...... and hope its never gonna be the last. Hehehe,.oo na, panget na yang gawa ko,.pero atleast nagawa ko! Haist! Yan ang bunga ng aking ilang gabing walang tulog. Grabe! nastress ata ako sa project na yan. Lalo na sa rendering dahil wala talaga akong alam dun. Unang project na ako ang nagdesign lahat, from achitectural to electrical. Duguan ako pagkatapos. Hahaha... Syempre, nagconsult naman ako sa mga taong mas nakakaalam sa akin. At nagpapasalamat naman ako dahil may mga taong katulad nila na handang tumulong at handang magtiwala sa akin.

Before accepting this project, admitted naman ako na hindi pa ko ganun kaexperience. Iba naman kasi line of work ko before, kahit pa gumagamit na ko ng CAD. Basta iba pa rin. Admitted din naman ako na bulok pa ko sa CAD. Making 3d perspective is a nightmare. Gusto ko na ngang umiyak at gawing manually na lang ang drawing,pero naisip ko, kung hindi ko 'to magagawa,. ano pa ang kaya kong gawin? Haler! Parang eto lang e... tsk,tsk,.. Kaya yan,. ganyan lang ang nakayanan kong outcome., Yikes! Kahit ako hindi pa rin ganun kasatisfied sa result. Pero not bad for a neophyte. Atleast I've tried. Hindi ako sumuko. Kahit papaano unti-unti ko nang natututunan yung ganung bagay. Shet! Nagmamatured na ko... hahaha...I've learned to set my goals na rin and what to prioritize. Haist... It's a tough road ahead but I think I can learn to deal with it. Well, I have to...

Pano ba yan? Next project ko 3 storey with swimming pool sa roof top! Shet! Iniisip ko palang e mamamatay na ko,. hehehe,. hindi lang ako sa architectural nito papatayin e,.pati sa structural., Lagot! Hehehe

Crap on my laptop...

Again I woke up with this... and the suspect... who else?

I don't know what's happening in my room when I'm asleep everynight. Aside from the fact that my room has become a lizard sanctuary. Ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.... Really disgusting! But beyond the gross factor that it brings, I am a certified scoliodentosaurophobic. Lizards freaks me and I've gone several ways just to push them away from me. Unfortunately, they stays... I used to adopt a cat because of it. I've read that lizards are afraid of cats, but in our case, our cat didn't seemed to be bothered enough to catch some creepy crawlers in the house. I've tried the egg shells and even the moth balls. Yet, I haven't succeed. Poor me, I think I have to deal with them. Just remember when I woke up one morning with this scenario, don't know whether to laugh or cry.

Busy July

Finally, I think I'm close to the finish line. Just need to consult my boss for further improvements and some necessary changes regarding the project. Whoa! Kinda exhausted with this one. But again, there's no need to quit this time... Just like they say, be thankful if you get tired, it means you are capable of doing something and just be blessed that you have a job. Well... July has been a very busy month for me... It's good though...

Since I was busy... I haven't read the book yet though I got it since a couple of months ago and to tell you the truth I haven't seen those great movies lined up this month. Sigh... So, now you can imagine how tough this month is. Wish to read Kapitan Sino this weekend.

Another thing... birthdays keep on coming... WHoA!!! Last 11th is my cousin, today is my eccentric friend ( hehe ),. I guess on the 16th is my highschool friend Rona. On the 20th is my dad and my sister, next on the 21th is my gay cousin and lastly on the 29th is my kid cousin Ai Chan, the japanese doll in the family.

Pardon my entry, it just sounds so numb. Maybe I am just not into writing rightnow, just wanna share the things that I've been into this pass few days of July. And just wanna say "hello" to my account. (=

Ano ba talaga kuya?!?!?

Kagabi,. sabi ni Smug I sound like a twelve year old girl. Kahit na ilang beses ko pang sabihin sa kanya na I'm already 25, he still insists na I don't look like my age. He told me to be flattered about it na lang rather than be annoyed. Hay nako! Hindi naman yun ang point ko e, what I'm trying to say is, if I sound like a twelve year old ibig sabihin ba nun e napaka immature ko pa. Wow naman! Grabe di ba?

Tapos kanina naman inaaasar ako ni Neeru na Obaasan. Teyu Obachan!?!?! So, ngayon naman lola na ko? Ano ba yan? San ba ko lulugar sa mga mokong na 'to. Hindi ako makalaban ng asaran e,. Kung hindi lang ako busy ngayon, may araw din kayo. Bwahahahahaha....

His Kingdom and the King

One time I was told that if a person dies,.you shouldn't be really anxious about it. That particular circumstance is a part of our mortality, part of being human. Therefore, we should be thankful that finally their journey here on earth has already ended and they are bound to begin a new chapter else where. Unfortunately, accepting the fact that a person is gone is such a difficult thing to do. Just having the thought that they will never come back is really such a great pain.

I've been in the situation several times. It was a devastating scenario. But as a human, there's nothing I can do but to accept each given phases of my life. I just remained grateful that somehow in their journey I was a part of it and so in mine.

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This thing came into my mind after viewing a glimpse of MJ's poignant memorial service. I was moved when her daughter Paris, delivered a very few lines on how much she loves her father. A child's viewpoint is very innocent. I was into tears... well, I am not a fan of MJ but who in the world didn't know that guy. The king is finally on his way to His kingdom. Well, I guess a place more fancier than his Neverland Ranch, full of love, joy and peace.

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He's Back...

so, let the countdown begin...again...

Boredom

I'm bored...and as a result, I end up doing some senseless things.

This is my deathnote... hehe,.. the hidden codes are written here. Actually, I used to write more still on paper and pen rather than in word format. Huh! I'm kinda an old fashioned earthling. It contains my poems, random stories, quotes, point of views,. in other words.,. stupidities,. hehehe,.. I find time to write a lot of things when I am like this. Words are just swimming in my head. It's a great way to kill my boredom.

Yesterday is hell. Waking up with this kind of scene is very awful for me. I really hate lizards. They make me sick. I cringed getting up in bed. I was so nervous while taking its photo. What the hell? Making love early in morning...

Sometimes the gloomy mood triggers the artistic side of me. By then I got to create something from my outrageous mind set. A splash of colors and some set of trash equals... my junk art!

Well, I know I have to set my mind into this thing. But even though I am bored and I got nothing else to do, I still can't find myself having a glance of this book. Crap! Curse me for being lazy.

Eating good food is such a great pleasure. My mom's pancit guisado is the best for me. And I cannot eat that without rice. I dunno why? Carbs, carbs, carbs...LOL...

But still I am bored... sigh...

Feriarific Wednesday

Lumalakas na ang ulan, pati na rin ang hangin. Pero para sa akin, ok lang kahit signal no.2 pa ang bagyong tinatawag nilang si Feria. Masaya lang ako ngayon,..hmm, bakit?!? Kasi... saka ko na ikukwento. Hahaha,.. Wag lang sana magbrown out. Naku po! 'Wag naman muna. Importante ang bawat segundo na makausp ko siya,. Ayokong may nasasayang na oras dahil hindi ko alam kung kelan uli ito mauulit.